I find myself doing a lot of soul searching lately so I’m going to keep it real with you guys if that’s alright.
It’s 1:22 AM and I can’t sleep cause I have a lot on my mind ya’ll. Having graduated college a few months ago I feel like the road ahead is a scary one.
Being in school provided me with balance and now I don’t have that. Let me elaborate on that! I had 4 classes per week so that meant Tuesdays and Thursdays I would be up at 10 am and out the door by 11:30. I had classes from around 12 to 9pm. Wednesday, Fridays, and Saturday I was working. Sunday I slept in all day, and watched some Netflix series or Youtube!! and on Mondays I was scrambling to get all my homework done for class the next day. (He-he! )
Now that I am out of school I find myself with so much free time I don’t know what to do with myself. Granted I do work and I actually am taking on a second job so I can save some money so I’m sure I will be pretty busy from now on. But even though I am going to be working a lot more I still feel like there is something else I should be doing. Life is more than what we do in the office, and I feel like if I don’t find that thing to do outside of work I will continue to feel empty.
Yes of course I blog, which I love to do. However, I want more! There just gotta be something else that I can throw myself in ya know. I have been thinking of a few things but I don’t want to say them out loud yet because I am a little unsure but mostly just a scaredy cat.
If any of you can relate to what I am feeling, please share your thoughts with me! What have you guys been up to this week?
Holla at ya girl in the comments!